[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,5px,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=valign,top][atrb=CellSpacing,10,true][atrb=style, width: 350px; height: 250px; background-color: #104E8B; border: 3px solid #36afb1, btable][STYLE=text-shadow: #efefef -1px -1px 0px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 9pt; color: #C3C3C3; text-align: center; letter-spacing: 2px; margin-top: 33px;]I have made it through the fight![/style][STYLE=text-shadow: #efefef -1px -1px 0px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 9pt; color: #C3C3C3; text-align: justify; letter-spacing: 2px; margin-top: -33px;]I will stand right by your side![/style] [STYLE=line-height: 17px; border-bottom: 2px solid #6D110A; padding-right: 4px; font-family: georgia; font-weight:bolder; text-style:italic; font-size: 17pt; color: #6D110A; text-align: center; letter-spacing: -2px; margin-bottom: -16px; text-shadow: #efefef -1px -1px 0px; margin-right: 5px;]Reach out your hands to me![/style][STYLE=text-shadow: #efefef -1px -1px 0px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 9pt; color: #C3C3C3; text-align: right; letter-spacing: 2px; margin-top: 23px;]I'm coming home![/style] [STYLE=width:312 px;height:200px;overflow:auto;background-color:#138F6A; font-family:verdana;font-size:10px; color #0276FD; border-top:1px dotted #999999;border-bottom:5px solid #FF3E96;margin-bottom:5px;margin-top:7px;text-align:justify;]Really it couldn't be all that bad they were working on it. And Roeli hadn't shoved him away yet so at the least he was happy about that. Not that he knew if he was going to be very good at fencing. Well at least not to begin with but things take practice. And he had to work on having patience if he wanted to learn that, while he have some he knew he might need a lot more. Just because of some of the things he heard about fencing and well what Roeli said. After all he really did know a lot more then Alexei did, so there was no way to say he was wrong. If the boy would even do that to him at all, not his way of working things.
He seemed to be keeping to himself which really wasn't a bad thing, he just didn't know what to make of it. Most of the people Alexei talked to were either one or the other. Not somewhere in the middle which is kinda where he saw Roeli. But he wouldn't complain on that, all he would do was give him the option and help to change. When and if he really wanted to, pushing it never succeeded. Alexei didn't bother to keep wondering things anymore when Roeli spoke of it that would be on his time, no need to keep thinking about it. As much as he knew he was probably still going to only because Alexei worried like that.
Now he was really thinking it was better to just shut his mouth and not end up making things worse. As if he really could but sometimes there was a few things that could set a person off. Since he couldn't read Roeli that well, only a little bit he didn't want to say something that might do that. But it was live and learn from the mistakes they made...hopefully Roeli believed in that as well with this. All he could and would really do was try his best to think before he said things not that he always ended up doing that anyway.
Tilting his head he didn't have much to question really, not anymore he would just let his new friend do the talking. It kinda worked out better that way as far as he was concerned. "Um yea...That can't be too bad I hope..." Or at least well he really hoped not because it was just one of those things he didn't know what to do with. Some people had told him fuck off and get lost before but with them he didn't listen because they were just being stubborn. Or he was, it could even have been that they both were he wasn't sure. "So that's okay! I mean...I'll catch up eventually! You are really smart...so you should follow the things you want to do!" Mainly he wasn't worried about being forgotten or just shoved aside really, it didn't bug him as much as it should.
Maybe a little inside it did but he wasn't rude enough to hold someone back and never had been. So he would support Roeli with what he had planned, help him out along the way if he could. And see where that went when he went to the other school, or at least moved up to the next grade anyway. Giving that nod again he just smiled at the boy, a nice smile that didn't mean much other then don't worry about it.
"Okay well that's a start we can figure it out we that time comes though! no need to worry now."
☼Words;; secret ☼Tags;; Roeli Sinclair ☼Notes;; tugs on his face. smile damn you. [/style]
Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Jul 28, 2012 10:22:40 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 635 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: aw cloudy is being annoyed xD /imagines d'aww
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Roeli couldn’t understand what he is feeling at the moment. He was being too dense, or was it because he was way too serious with his job he couldn’t do something pretty right? He didn’t really want to shove the guy from the beginning but knowing a person like him referred to much as a robot or machine, he finds this pretty weird. He got used to being called as a monster or something scarier like that knowing that he isn’t but still, these kinds of things would work… on him. People might say that he’s just probably making things up and he’s too untouched so he has to keep it that way, while others would admire him foremost specifically those that wanted to get a hold of his blade. He never wanted anyone to touch his precious blade but only by his and his hand, no one else. He was kind of strict with that.
Thinking of his blade awhile somehow diverted his feelings to a stable state – if he was a machine then the engine that stirs and keeps him alive would be merely powerful more than anything else. It would be stable and would suddenly stop, just like a machine that would not interpret what Alexei just said. It works that way, quite functional, for the blond Sinclair sometimes and it has been running like that all over again. He doesn’t want to be prim and proper with things like he used to when he is a kid, and would be looking around for the traces of the bloodshed that can possibly be the source of the problems. It was not pretty understandable but Roeli does calm to things like this.
Bloody hell background… he was used to it, especially when he goes on a frenzy. He doesn’t want frenzies happening around sacred places – the alleys are considerable but the Namimori Shrine is too holy, it’s like he doesn’t even want to see a shed of blood or any war on the area. He treasures the place… the result of the people trying to bring him on religious – like areas seems to bug him but it lead to this. It was pretty weird.
Hearing the other blond talk normal seems to be relieving the fencer somehow, so he kept to that. He was kind of shocked still with the things that he heard, such as being a friend… it was pretty rare for boys to ask something like that. He was okay with girls but guys? He only had a number. His mentor is a girl, his sparring partners are kind of girlish despite the senior stature, and the guys usually hate him and tease him off as a gay, so this is one of the rare finds. He couldn’t help but flinch on that for seconds before breaking himself to respond quietly. “… I am fine with that.” He says that and nothing else before he turns back and thinks paranoid that he would be hated sooner.
Alexei wouldn’t be that bad, right? He gulped his pessimism for awhile and heard another positive response which urged him to think clearly and quite good instead of looking at the mistakes that can be made. “...” He remained quite silent for awhile remembering how he got on to the class of the 11th graders while he was supposed to be at 9th grade still enjoying his life, but remembered that his skills were far superior so it’s unfair – that’s what the principal just said. He didn’t comment on that much further on the corner of his mind. “Yes, I should do that.” He has to think positive more.
“M-mhm.” He didn’t know that he just nodded his head like a kid, even though the face says he’s still monotone.
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Or at least understand what was going on here, it was not his business and no way would he push that either. After all he wasn't supposed to anyway he didn't want to. Giving a small nod and just looking around now, trying to turn his attention away from staring at him. That was rude and he knew it, it had only been for a moment maybe he was too wrapped up in his thoughts to notice. At least hopefully he was Alexei wasn't sure how he would be able to explain what he was doing then. This person had to relax a little bit, but no rush on that let them do as they pleased. Alexei had a feeling this was just the start of what they could end up doing together.
Blinking and wondering if he was going to say anything more, while Alexei had a bit of patience he was also very hyper. So many things that could go through his mind not all of them that good though. Either way it was not something to worry about and he wouldn't. "Okay that's good then." He gave a small simple response no need for something complicated, that wouldn't help them. He was just glad this person was letting him in sorta and might have trusted him just a bit. Not thinking too much about the fact that he would and could be quite annoying. They had to work through things if they wanted to be friends.
It was a matter of teaching that to Roeli if he really had to, which part of him hoped he didn't have to anyway. "Yep let's go with that then! so um what do we do now? Wanna go somewhere else or I can just sit back out of the way." At least he was giving the option to let him do what he was originally coming here to do, whatever it was so he would stay out of the way. Though he was way too excited to start fencing now could they even end up blaming him now.
Most likely not, he just had to wonder how it would go after he graduated not about to let it bug him anymore now.
Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Jul 28, 2012 20:21:50 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 585 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: ikr he's being cooperative and likewise not knowing his actions are weird cute
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He was pretty naïve with these things this is why he kept on being like this most of the time. He didn’t swallow to that while he looks at the background, being all weird and stuff… it was like him since he got used to these kinds of things. He was glad already, but hated to admit it. Being a friend matters to him most of the time, as much as he wanted to see his brothers. Still, he kept to his natural poise, knowing that what he did earlier was kind of bad and not to mention, rude. Anyhow, the blond Sinclair just wished to do that instead of having his face all covered up with a blush of pale color which is pretty inevitable. Like he said that was too embarrassing.
Roeli kept up with that and would further apologize later on, if they become friends while he is still reading Alexei. His awkward tilting of the head made him think that he’s an idiot, puzzled about these kinds of things while having flashbacks of him being called as a machine. It was merely offensive and he doesn’t want that – he quotes to himself to start making a change for a count too, because he is too shy. He doesn’t like to admit it again; those false mistakes and accusations were much believable because of those actions. Further more, just like his bad nature on others, he would think of it just like nothing else. It didn’t cope up with his time and his way of thinking.
He was relieved that the person wasn’t even bored of him, and looked when he asks for something. The immediate response was this; a complete shook of his head, the movement perplexed. He disagreed to that but he didn’t notice until how now he acted to it. “…I am fine with anywhere. I am not that busy after all.”
[/b] He completely forgot about the prayer things for awhile just to keep up with this moment, just like a child who wanted to play, but on that motion of being too silent plus monotone in the face.
He looked up on his feelings. Yes, he has one, since he is human and not machine. He wanted to prove that to people but he doesn’t know how to start it – he was trapped too much on his own he was plausible on times like this, like he totally didn’t care and follow on the body’s accord in many times. This is the one that makes him happy… that’s if… he really knows what happiness meant. This is starting to be really, really disturbing to him.
“I let you choose the options here. Though, if ever… do you pray?” he asks first now remembering that he might forget on to something else, which would be pretty weird. His flawless movement of the feet lead him much to the center of the shrine while he watches the wind passing through his face and placed his dangerous weapon away from him and the other one’s body. He closes his eyes to do so, while he would look at the shrine seeing some hanging letters, but didn’t read it. “It’s natural to pray in front of a shrine before anything else…” He faced back tilting his head to see Alexei’s response. [/blockquote][/color][/size][/font][/classy]
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There was friends, playing soccer and now fencing in his mind, other then school. While he did know he had to keep his grades up if he wanted to graduate it didn't mean he was all that concerned. Part of him might just ask about this person's family or at least he wanted to. The whole let's learn more about them and see where it ends up getting him. It was at least a thought as much as he wasn't so sure how that would work. Gives a nod to the person at least he said he wasn't busy but could that be wrong. Maybe he should have really waited on this, or he was just getting into trouble as always.
"Okay if you say so then let's go!" The boy just smiled and waved his hand a bit, he didn't mean leave her. No that wasn't the case he was saying let's do something. Like play soccer or learn more about fencing since he knew his friend had to know a lot. But he also wanted to teach him some things he knew, or at least play those games with him. It would be a lot of fun that was for sure even if he wasn't all that prepared for such a thing at this time. "Well I mean yea I do...not all the time though." That was something he didn't like to admit, sometimes he just jumped into his sports or the games he was playing. Rather then praying but it wasn't like he never did it at all.
He had learned when he was here before, when he was younger and someone had showed him how to. More of explained how to do it to the young boy. "Well true I suppose it is...you do that often here?" Alexei could go with that, if it was something his friend wanted to do no way was he about to stop him. Not like he would have ended up doing so to him anyway, after all they had to figure out things.
One step at a time and this was just a start to that, he looked around and didn't seem to care. If anyone was watching let them what was he doing wrong nothing at all.
Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Jul 29, 2012 5:00:37 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 618 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: ikr he's being cooperative and likewise not knowing his actions are weird cute
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Roeli can be described as the contrasting personality of Alexei, since he’s the dangerous one and the shy type much to denial. He knew too much of that, but then he looked at the other way around. The blond fencer kept to his thoughts quietly while he thinks of other things. He doesn’t really know what the true meaning of fun is, for he hasn’t even experienced one – as a child. He was so focused and miscalculated as a certain grown-up he forgot the value of being a kid. It was the darkest part in him.
Sometimes he thought of having a play mate but it turns out that he scares people instead. He frowns to that, not much on to detail for he is pretty blank. Everything about him seems blank and quite serious, this is why he hated being around people. He prefers not to mingle with other people and be mistaken, but actually, it’s the thing that makes people far worst to thinking. The lighter side of Roeli only thinks of positive ways, more than what he can actually think of. There’s less of the good and more of the bad, for he was too standard with expectations. The only thing that makes him belong is being with a group of fencers even if he’s a young kid, still hating the fact that he’s simply fifteen and pretty young, but totally compared to the brothers, would be the most serious in first trials. He wished so bad that he wasn’t alone and changing his attitude was too much for him.
He had his own virtues such as praying and inflicted by the good aura. Alexei was the positive one, like it’s getting through his cold barrier. He didn’t really mind much on that since he was too focused on being a professional plus the studies. He can actually work at a young age of sixteen or seventeen when he graduates casually or even have college if he chooses. Then again, he hasn’t asked his parents for it yet. He doesn’t even know where to start, and be all blank again to the action. This is the reason why he doesn’t talk too much.
Well, he cannot do anything much since Alexei would do the talking and thinks that it’s too unfair if ever he just remains silent. “M…Mhm.” He only nodded to him of going but still, he cannot leave the shrine without a prayer. That is the reason why he was there at the first place and he was kind of surprised again (though the face retains the same) when the other blond asked him. He nodded to that again. “I do. I come here to pray first before going to school, or sometimes when I am alone like this day.” He didn’t mean to be much of a religious person but he does that occasionally. He does it because he has no one to talk to but the wind.
It is not that creepy to talk to the wind. After all, it is a free spirit that flows on most places. He believes that if he talks to it, it might reach to his brothers and his parents. He really longed for them too bad, more of a child who wanted to escape on the hands of prison but still, he wishes too much. He retained silent to that. “One day when I see my brothers and family… this is what I always pray…” Even though it is a kind of sad stance, he still had a blank expression.
He looked at Alexei. “Give me a moment then we can go somewhere.” He hopes that Alexei would be patient.
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Maybe it was just now because there was that awkward silence but he had to hope now that it wouldn't do very much else. Now while they were all stuck dealing with things, well in the past and with family. He might not know anything about what Roeli had to go through, nor did he question it. Was he truly supposed to...well maybe but he wouldn't. What if he was just too positive for this person and it would end up scaring them away. Really if Alexei did that he probably wouldn't be able to forgive himself. "Oh you do okay. Well understandable...it's a good place." Well okay it was also quite peaceful, even when other people were around. But he just had to hope he wasn't being way too annoying to him, which he did have the ability to do. And had done it on a few different occasions without actually meaning to anyway.
Not to this person though so that was someone else but still he had to be cautious. "So you really come here every morning before school? You get up that early?" Really it was not that much of a shock because he didn't sleep in that often. Only sometimes and most of the time it was when he spaced on setting his alarm, it didn't bug him all that much though. It just made him laugh and he rushed out of the house to go find something to do that would keep him amused for now. "yea hopefully it works out. And okay no rush really." the boy just slipped aside grabbing his bag he would be patient no need to rush someone else. They had a lot of time and even then he wouldn't have worried.
No need to rush into something when they could do anything if the time was limited well at least they had fun with it. No way was he going to just hurry him, that was not the way this would go. It was up on Roeli what they did and where they even ended up going anyway.
Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Jul 30, 2012 21:57:27 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 600+ MUSIC: [x] NOTES: ikr he's being cooperative and likewise not knowing his actions are weird cute
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This was pretty like much of those standing ovations that he has learned from stories. His mind thinks of it likewise and so was too used with the nature. Being happy was just a mere feeling but how can't he even wear a smile on his face, the pretty natural one that signifies some thanks? He couldn't for real because he wasn't being much of a jolly person, and that even didn't exist on him. It was either he was too shy or hidden or he doesn't really find a reason to smile. This is nothing new to him. It was like a war of silence and noise, either of them makes sense to the blond fencer. Even so, he matters much with the time and kept on answering fully like a response made. Thankfully he is not one of those broken people, even if he is described more as a machine.
As much as he proves himself wrong, he gets something else. This is completely annoying but he couldn't help it. Good thing he was one of those patient people since then, and his anger vents were random and not ocassional, specifically a bit rare for a cause. That is one good thing. He nods to the response of the other male again and forwarded himself to the shrine center while he presses his fingers quietly. Some reason, he remembers his long hair that he would use to slide back and forth whenever he prays on Italy, United States and other countries before he fights. How he missed that long hair. If it wasn't cut on the last competition he had he would have been feeling much comfortable. While he does that, he would remember times where he would brush on the side. He looks like a girl on the pictures because of the hair, but he doesn't really care.
Now that he cleared himself too much he started to pray. He doesn't really like Alexei waiting for a cause just because of this. He didn't rush to it any either because he was told not to rush or he wanted to have a moment of peace. While he closes those blue orb eyes, he quietly recites an Italian prayer first and foremost of what he has learned from overseas and such, and then remained silent only to listen to the flow of the wind. If one was too dense, it would have looked like water, but he knew the difference. The prayer wasn't that long just to be frank, and only reminded more of the usual. His prayer didn't change everyday as the content seem too nostalgic but he doesn't really grow sick of it being repeated all over again. He was terribly devoted to hope no matter what.
Still, he had some issues where he would rant in his most awkward ways. He knew that pretty well and grazed on his past for some seconds. While he finishes his prayers, he opens his eyes to bow his head a bit and faced back completely, now responding to the previous questions he has left since he is free now. "I do, this is what my parents taught me." He wasn't ashamed to mention them with this discussion though he grew lonely thinking of them and the brothers every time he would be out. He wishes that he can be with them but he doesn't know where to start. He doesn't even know what they look like now, for the past years he was there with long hair and a pretty young face. He really want to know what they look like. "Sorry I took some time. Let us go now." He was positive with that.
While he carries his bag and his weapon, he dropped a small gold locket from the pocket which he didn't realized further. It was something important to him.
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Leaning back and relaxing a bit as much as he didn't know where this was going to take him. Part of him couldn't help but look around no he wasn't bored. He just did that when his mind wanted to wander a little bit, like now for instance. The boy waited patiently maybe at one point he would learn those as well, at least to the point where he could say them to. Alexei liked coming here even if it was just to pray that wasn't a bad thing, it had to be something they did anyway. 'He likes doing this,' It was something he took a note of and just gave a small nod, better then letting things get to him. After all he truly didn't want that or end up needing it either.
He wanted to end up being closer to him, at least trying to make the best of it. If they could be somewhat the same then this wouldn't be all that bad. "Oh really your parents taught you that? Do you stay with them?" He had to question that, since well parents did things. And sometimes most of the kids were staying with them. That was just how it seemed so he didn't know but Alexei wouldn't say much if he didn't want him to. If Roeli didn't like talking about his parents or his family then there was no way he would go get into that.
"Don't apologize man no need to rush." Really he didn't mind waiting and never had, so he would work with it. He could work with what Roeli did just as Roeli might eventually do the same. At least with him but still they had only met today. Stepping behind him and bouncing to avoid stepping on that, though he did pick it up and look at it. Was it Roeli's probably, but should he give it back of course he should. Though that was only if it was his at all, he didn't want to shove something at him that didn't belong to him. "Hey wait up!"
Looking at it and running to catch up with Roeli again, maybe he should give it back. But his mind was distracted again by running to catch up with him and figure out where they were going.
☼Words;; secret ☼Tags;; Roeli Sinclair ☼Notes;; hehe. loves the threads with you specially the Yuri one and this one. <3 and he'll give it back once he remembers he has it lol. [/style]
Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Aug 4, 2012 4:55:28 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 642 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: Aww thanks <3 & yknow it is Roeli’s pic on the locket, with the long hair. He looks like a girl X///D
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Everything was doing fine now, and Roeli has his less worries. This is much easier for him to control, or at least get used to.
He used to remember things such as his mentor, a Spartan female and an expert fencer, who served like his mother. He cannot smile to her, which sometimes upset her for he only wishes to see his family more than the activity, but knowing that the profession can make him lots of money plus his name being known, he has to obey. He first thought that it was for the family, but it was late for him to realize that they were drifting him apart from them. This is his biggest mistake and he wishes that he wasn’t even like this anymore. Even so he cannot remove the attitude, and tried many times but it didn’t really work. This sickened him too much. There was also a time when he once talked about his brothers to the Spartan lady, and her telling that it’s not much of his priority since he should only be worrying about himself now, and growing with potential. Hence, he was stuck to that logic.
Still, the longing for the parents and the family was there. This is one of the reasons why he kept on praying. The fencer isn’t a religious child, but he was more of the person who wishes the same, like a broken CD. He doesn’t care as long as it would be granted quickly, but it turns out that he should do some of the things by himself. He had no choice anymore. Well, this is his life now. The current Roeli Sinclair who is now fifteen drifted like an aloof cloud, following the wind in the wayward manner. “They did.”
His parents were the ones who taught him the value of life. No matter what they say, the still doll would believe on them, and they were more than the material treasures and wealth that he has earned after each fencing competition; more than the medals and the money he has produced too. They were never replaceable nor sold since they were priceless. “… I don’t.” As much as he hated to answer that, he has to, while closing his eyes for awhile reminiscing how this happened to him again. He just realized that he was at fault here for being too different and much closed to the library, plus he wasn’t that sociable with his brothers who loves him. It was too late for him to know that they love him too. He was just afraid to talk to them because he feels so different, like he was just an orphan. “When I was seven years old, I started fencing. I was taken by my mentor overseas and I just returned this year. I never knew where they are… along with my brothers.”
He opens his eyes to that, only to see seconds of sadness coiled up inside. “I don’t even know what they look like anymore.” He stopped to that and walked like he was about to do, but then stopped to wait for Alexei. He knew that this wasn’t much of a rush, blinking his eyes while he has the blank face always worn. The hint of sadness faded that instant to change the topic plus the view. He doesn’t want a very sad background to be exact, nor a troublesome one at the moment.
“… where are we going again?” That time when he knew Alexei was catching up; he questioned that blankly, only closing his bag because it was left open. He carried along his weapon too while waiting for his answer quietly as always. This is how the still doll would converse most of the time, even towards those that who are close to him already.
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Not until either of them wanted to which for the most part right now no one wanted to. At least it definitely seemed that way and he would have to figure his own ideas out. Looking back to the locket in his hand he opened it up again, just wondering. This kid...was it him should he ask? He had to give it back right if it belonged to Roeli. He didn't want to act like he was holding onto it and didn't feel like giving it back. Or was trying to steal it because Alexei was not that type of person and had never been. Wondering what he was thinking and what his family was like. There had to be something that kept them apart. The whole fencing thing might have been one but it couldn't have been all of it.
Or at least he didn't think of it like that, if that was all of it then why hadn't he done something. Maybe he couldn't well if that was the case then this is where Alexei would come in. He could help his new friend out there and hopefully get them talking and back to being a family again. Something like that who knew really it all sounded just way too confusing to anyone. Maybe even just to him what he was unsure of well what could he do about it. "..You don't? I'm sorry..." Again he was apologizing maybe he shouldn't have brought it up. But he had wondered and if he that person had wanted to not respond well he didn't have to.
And yet he had, so maybe he was longing for something well it was only a matter of figuring it out. Doing his best to help him and not let him get further into that little hole. Holding the locket in his hand he walked next to Roeli. "Um I think you dropped this. And have you even tried to find them they have to be out there?" Of course Family was always there but why had they just let him be sent off like that, the kids probably couldn't much other then complain. And they probably didn't want him to forget that, or stop doing something because of them.
"Oh um it's just over here. It's not far...we can yea. You should try to see them though." At least if he knew the names he could and he was family. So it just would be a matter of checking it out and figuring out where they were now.
Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Aug 5, 2012 7:48:30 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 650 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: Aww thanks <3 & yknow it is Roeli’s pic on the locket, with the long hair. He looks like a girl X///D
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This was better than being forced evicted, and being on a class that he doesn’t appreciate. The blond fencer continued to look away from the past with his current thinking since he is much concern of the present, for his well – being and so as him being ordered around. As much as he hated doing that, he has to because he had no choice. With his family nowhere, or so, he doesn’t really have a clue where they are, he remained like that for some time. Until he finds them permanently and hug them at least, like he would never let go off them, he is sure to stay. He had enough of orders around already, and he feels so lost within.
Being lost with the child heart is hard for Roeli. He knew much of being mature but lost one important thing in his life this is why he hated staying up on such terms, as much as he hated to admit. He was there but didn’t talk more of his thoughts and decided not to anymore because his efforts will drop wasted the time he would try speaking up. He feels so messed up like a loose engine; this is also why he acts quite different. He has his own sets of fears also, which is why he kept distant. Speaking of being distant with others, his practice of this habit is severely normal. Why severe, you ask? People shouldn’t hide under their shells like lost islands – this is what the fencer has been standard to.
He heard the apology but shakes his head. “It is fine. You didn’t know.” He knew that. Alexei was not that bothersome, but on the side note it did make him sad, crave for his family more. Nevertheless he continued to act normal and didn’t bring much sadness, then spoke further. “Do you have your family with you?” This was a sudden question but he wanted to know, and he wanted to ask what it feels like growing up from a family and not from the mentor. Sure the Spartan Lady was really awesome but she doesn’t feel like a mother and the fencer is quite biased with his family, more of the clinging type. He always goes on what he likes most.
Still, the family matters. Even if he asked that, he would think that he’s too poor. Correct; he might be rich with awards and knowledge but poor of love, so poor… he desires even the slightest one from the family. He sighed to that but didn’t tackle further not to budge his emotions again.
Roeli’s eyes widened when he saw the locket. He immediately grabbed it from Alexei’s hand because he was embarrassed. Even though he is blank, spacious and monotone at the moment, it shows a bit of his worries too. “You didn’t see what’s inside, right?” he thought so, but much worried that his locket was given open. Shit… He didn’t commenced on that further but sighed and became normal. ”Sorry, and thank you. This is very important to me…” There’s nothing wrong about him in the picture, but sometimes they would think that it’s a woman on the locket for the hair and the face. This is why he kept it with him always, and decided to wear it on his neck instead.
He finally nodded again when the male pointed out where they were going. He was kind of relieved more now that they have something to do. Hopefully it is not something dangerous, that is. “What are we going to do there?” It was pretty obvious that he never knew fun, nor practically knew the real meaning of ‘fun’. Fun to him is something way crazier than seeing theme parks and girls and the couples which he couldn’t get. They were sometimes confusing but helpful. Anyhow, he decided to ask.
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Giving a small sigh he just rubbed his head, it was like he had a random headache. From worrying way too much this time, which was another thing he did. No way did he want to end up making any enemies. "I...guess. But still." Really Alexei only wanted to understand, more like he needed to, but there was way to rush into this and he would only bring other things to go badly. Not that he was the person who did that, he kept to himself with things he felt that would be wrong for him to say. Though he had a feeling there was still something going through Roeli's mind sadness or anything he was missing. It was no surprise there.
"yea...but. You ever thought of seeing them again?" He only wanted to figure out why Roeli didn't see his family, was it that he couldn't. Just because someone ended up making him not be able to. It was a bit awkward but there was still a few other things to say. "Barely...I'm sorry. But here." He didn't have to wait for long Roeli took it out of his hand, and he sighed a bit. What was he supposed to say, he wouldn't be able to really make him understand. "Don't worry about it just glad you have it back." At least they do it was pretty simple and no way he would do that again, or make him mad.
Since he didn't want to annoy Roeli or hurt him in the long run that would not help them. They were supposed to be friends after all. "You'll see...it shouldn't be too bad I hope." The male sighed he didn't want Roeli to feel uncomfortable was that hard to understand maybe. But who knew they had to try right. Before they just ended up giving up because he didn't want to do that. He only had other things in mind for them at this point.
What they ended up doing was partially up to Roeli which he would ask him about later on. When he actually had to do so anyway.
Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Aug 17, 2012 7:39:32 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 647 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: sorry for making u wait =n=
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Roeli kept his mouth shut to that instead, knowing that he had been running awkward now, and that he shouldn’t be like that towards a new ‘friend’. Backing out to this kind of situation is something really annoying and also partial to distraction, which is why he hated things and conversations like this. So far things were turning well, and he hopes that this runs up again. Roeli being a semi - pandere (meaning one who is ultimately shy in the public but would talk when he is with one or two people only) was one problem, and he can’t remove that ever since he was born which was merely upsetting the rest. This is why he hated things happening like that most of the time.
Anyway, Alexei looks technically helpful and somewhat finds him pretty interesting. Everything that they are doing also worked well which is why he held to that carefully and noted that he shouldn’t be much of a sober towards some energetic person. He also thought that their meeting was one of the things that he didn’t regret and so he was pretty thankful in all sorts. He kept his mouth stable for awhile, making himself look pretty oblivious but didn’t cause any kind of emotion so far. The thing that makes him do the other stuff was motivation, and so he used the kind of method too to be part useful. It wasn’t that hard after all, but still, he had to remind himself to be much of a person worth to talk to.
This feeling he had, the small urge was also helping. If Alexei would have been there longer, he would have been a good person, or perhaps had learn a lot instead of being accelerated. It would be funny if he would request himself to turn back to 9th grade so he can be at their class, and his mentor wouldn’t like it. “I am too busy thinking of other things I never thought of that…” he blankly says out of the blue, immediately shifting his thoughts to respond to that topic itself, and the quiet approach, but it was a sad factor. There are times that Roeli would forget about his family because he was pre-occupied with his job and profession despite the fact that he lost his childhood and never knew the meaning of ‘fun’ when he had the chance. He felt so useless. “I am useless after all.” he added to that, while he blinks seeing his locket pretty safe and not open, though he doubts that he would have not seen.
Even so, his eyes darkened before anything else, not withdrawing his blade but placed the case of his blade pointed directly at the other blond. “I would have wounded you now if I wanted but I don’t like to.” At least he was honest, but if one looks closely, he was flustered. Roeli was blushing hardly deep inside because he was confused. For seconds he places the case back at the original position, because this is not necessary. He closes his eyes and calmed down, deciding to talk about it. “It couldn’t be helped… I look like a girl. Even so, I love my long hair.” he spoke soft but a bit sober, because he was merely embarrassed. Oh, how he misses his long hair.
His words and actions were random, but he wanted to apologize to it. What was so small and not helpful to the others was the big thing for him such as the contents of his locket which was one of the most important things he would hold up on to. He thinks that these things aren’t necessary at the moment, and then spoke. “I trust you with that. I just hope it won’t bore me…I’m already boring enough.” Like one would say, he’s honest.
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He could tell Roeli was a bit shy but then again they all were in one way or another. As much as most of them didn't want to admit it why would they. Being shy was not always a good thing and some people tried to use to the advantage. Well whatever advantage they could get out of something like that which he didn't like. Did Roeli think he was alright well it seemed like it, since he hadn't shoved him away. Or maybe he was never going to do so anyway. Trying not to go up there and tug on his cheeks just to make him smile, it was something Alexei did all the time. But he wouldn't do that now cause Roeli would probably run off, last thing he wanted to cause him to do.
Tilting his head he really didn't understand what Roeli had meant by all of this. It would only be complicated as always right if he got involved. But he could since well that was something he had to do. "You aren't useless busy maybe...but I don't see where the useless comes into this." Really the boy would end up making him realize that, since of course that was a bad thing. But he knew he wouldn't be able to change someone when he first got closer to him. It was something he could really work with anyway.
"Well um true I guess so. If you really would have wanted you probably would." after all he had said he was going to do it, and Alexei probably wouldn't fight back against him. Really Alexei didn't know what to think why was he acting like that, but then again some boys were just boys, and he worked with it even if he didn't want to. "You aren't really boring you just need to learn to relax a little eventually. It'll be fine." The male standing there was blunt and honest it seemed but that didn't bug him.
Almost as if he was getting used to it, just from being around him.
