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Being mostly the lone wolf he is with the aloof – like presence, Roeli knew much of transparency and honestly is not one of the best talkers around. He would just look at the person, make a simple stare and then face back whenever he is speechless instead of thinking of other things. For him, this is a form of embarrassment or whatnot else described like that. The fencer looked at things on all sides, merely being the optimistic and smart kid he is. He didn’t bother the background as long as he has someone to cling on – this was the fault of those people who mocked him or somehow got through his barrier of being independent, making him think that he should always at least stick to one person at a time.
Roeli looks at the male while making a small gesture; a fast yet short nod while he agrees to that. He was curious after the other guy said that he always wanted to talk to him. He does? Well, he never noticed that, since he was partially sure of the things that he has been doing and him being observant most of the time. He must have missed this or kind of ignored it without notice, but he felt kind of off and bad about hearing that. He wasn’t stingy and all… truth is he is just plain speechless of all sorts. Try giving him a topic but he wouldn’t be much informed of that, despite the fact that he is locked in a room full of books since he was born. He was just mere sociable when it comes to the sport.
At least, he tried to change. This is what matters the most to him.
“You should have just talked to me then.” He was blunt with that, still his tone not changing, but his look directly at him. He faces Alexei in a mere manner, a blank yet very normal one while he brushes the sides of his pants and fixed the uniform collar. It was kind of stiff on him which annoyed him much, but still, he didn’t gave further comments with that. The fencer sighed a little, less to the topic while responding again. “… I am not that busy at all.” The blond was often mistaken as that because he’s seen studying, reading and everything but he does make up time. He is very good at time management and will always make up time for people. Maybe Alexei can be one now, since he just heard from him that he wanted to talk… but Roeli’s problem is… can he talk that much? He’s partially scared of that, but didn’t show.
The blond fencer nodded again with the next comment, being straight to the point, though his tone of talking didn’t really change even a bit. He wasn’t bored – it’s just that he does this standard in a precise manner. “I suppose I can.” he was kind of worried with his anger issues plus his fencing complaints but still, he loves the sport. “Archery and Fencing… is very good for people who wanted to protect someone. You probably want to learn because you wanted to defend someone, don’t you?” Roeli thought of that. It was always like that on books specifically romance and the latter. He didn’t really mingle and stuff with people’s romantic lives; it’s just that he was reminded because of it. “Yes. Competitions that are sometimes overboard… I only duel with people older than me though.” See how he works, as a professional.
He wasn’t sure on how to respond with that, but somehow he had small unseen pink streaks off his face while he shifts his look to the side partially, like the normal tilting of a doll head. … darn it. This isn’t the first time he heard a person said like that, but somehow he was part shy with things such as this. “… I think so.” He can’t say anything much with that and should deal with part his shyness for a bit.
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Not about to let things get silent again, or at least he didn't want to have that happen. He was only so good at things like this, even if he spazz flailed quite a lot. But that couldn't be that bad or at least not in his mind. The boy blinked and had a feeling this was just going to get awkward again, not one for speaking of it. All he did was nod and try not to think he was totally failing here. That would not end up helping up anyone much less him. But since when did he really care, well he knew the response to that already. So why even bother to ask himself that it was not going to make things easier.
It seemed this wasn't as bad now, he was at least talking even if it was about well other things. A conversation was just that, and it didn't have to be about anything in particular. Let things go as they did and hope it really doesn't fall apart, simple as that and he already knew all of this anyway. "I guess so probably should have." That nervous laugh, nothing really dragged him down okay maybe almost nothing, there was always something there that might be able to do that. Not about to go and tell him well you are wrong or anything he just agreed and went with it. Now it was the matter of getting him to take a break from the studying and everything else he did.
Really it was a good thing to do but sometimes it went a bit overboard on that. A lot of people did but no one else really said anything so they never noticed. "Well it would at least be something." The boy didn't want to know how this was going to go really, all he did was work way too hard sometimes. They all did and now with Yue around, he didn't want to just stand by and let something happen to her. Could anyone blame him probably not at least this time anyway.
"Yea...I guess something like that. Is it really that obvious?" Well while he knew how to fight, there was still so much to learn and no way would he let Yue get hurt. Or even dragged into this war like thing it was not his style and definitely not what he wanted to do. Not this time anyway, they had to understand that if they could at all. Alexei wanted to keep her oblivious it was better that way, even if he was probably no better. Getting dropped into problem situations was always his fault.
Whether he liked it or not really, maybe they would know what was best and maybe not. Tilting his head he understood some of that but not really on the rest. It was just the boy's thinking might be a little bit different today, what was going to happen now. Would he just say something else wrong maybe he should shut his mouth before it happened. Now he just didn't want to think of much else...it was not helping.
Or at least he had noticed that much now, so much for Alexei actually thinking he hadn't said anything bad. But no point in letting it stop him.
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Instead of cocking out that tad nervousness that he could feel from the other person as expected from the laugh, Roeli can only nod to that and explained further like a gentleman, instead of breaking their kind of talk. He wasn't that deadly to begin with... well, if you want to try and anger him then go ahead and dig your own grave since his mentors and those that can stop him aren't really around to help you. This is how he makes his own system instead of following around like a lost puppy, his mind trapped to an adult despite the doll child's appearance foremost. He didn't bring up much of stupidity since it would be blasphemous for a still and quite standard person such as him.
His tone was still the same, but he didn't fathom much on the consideration of the others feelings. He was blunt and honest in some manner, recently getting the cue that he should at least open his mouth and say something. He's not a mute to begin with.. “Who are you willing to protect then?” He was quite fond of asking that instead.
Everyone has their own reasons and people to protect, even animals and beasts and the like... mostly living things. Everyone has their own values, which reminded this blond Sinclair of all the things he wanted to achieve and protect with no fail, though at times his certain weakness would take over which would he hate foremost. He despised weakness and only wanted to be stronger than anything else for the rest even if one's older and the like. As he continues to grow, he pushes forward thinking of all the things that he wanted with him and bring with him such as his family, and a few whom he considered as friends even if he was a closed book. Yes, he might be one but he still has a heart as a human. Termed as beast he is sometimes, but he's definitely human in all angles.
The male sighed quite quoting to himself that he shouldn't be much of a mockingjay of all sorts, since this would be pretty awful. He looked at the male again. “You are very obvious to me, Alexei.” Wow, he suddenly acknowledged the name of the person beforehalf. This is kind of rare for he only gives nicknames and hell of something in the most oddest situations to prying much on the latter, while he waits patiently.
Because he felt like he wanted a somehow teaching lesson on the shrine while he knows that silence is not absolute, he gave a small look towards the rapier case and definitely eyed for a cause, moving his hand slowly to pick it up. He brushed it partially on his sides while he looks at the proper case, pulling off the dangerous weapon with his own hands. The metal shone like sun rays as the light hits it, creating a beautiful gleam. This rapier as his priced possession and crowning glory is somehow the best of the rest and would be forever remembered and treasured. Though there are things like that inside his head, he didn't mock the other one.
While he looks at his blade, he speaks of this. “Before anything else, I would like to ask you – what is a blade for?” Alexei did mention that he wanted to learn, but how will he, if he doesn't give him an appropriate answer?
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All he could hope was it didn't drag her into it, then again here he was lost in his thoughts. Just of her, and the time they were together a light blush covered his cheeks. Then he quickly shook it off and focused back on the conversation. Not about to give this person anything to use against him not that they would. It was just a habit for someone who was a little bit too trusting sometimes. Now it was only a matter of where this was going to go and what he was supposed to say he didn't know. "Anyone...No one deserves to be hurt cause of them. And Yue needs me too..." So there was his response he wanted to protect so many people and Yue was on that list, more near the top then most. She was like his girlfriend after all wasn't she.
Or maybe he was just going to far into that knowing him...it was just something he did. Even when he wasn't aware of that most of the time people had to point it out to him for him to get. Alexei wondered just how much this person was going to want to know, and how many things would he quiz him about. Not that he was going to complain he just gave a small nod and sighed. Knowing he had to figure this out before it ended up getting out of hand all over again. "I am?" Tilting his head again well at the same time he noticed things but still he wasn't that angry about this was he supposed to be. There was a few things he had to deal with here and there but he worked on it.
The boy knew he wanted to use the blade for but was there really another response. Just blinking and looking at him, biting his lip now he knew what he wanted of course. "what is a blade for..." The boy didn't have to think of that one, it was really his opinion but then again that might be wrong. All he wanted to do was keep the people he could safe without actually having to kill anyone. A sign of defense maybe...he knew how to use his fists. But still there a style to these things.
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Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Jul 19, 2012 1:38:40 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 615 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: oh it's okay, as long as he responds X3
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The only thing that bothers him at the moment is the place. He was getting pretty dense on some sort since he felt like something would just come, making him look around but guess that it’s just the sudden paranoia that he is experiencing much at the moment. He wasn’t sick and all but still, he was looking around, his blue orb eyes not being oblivious. He scanned at everything like a loose soul, but didn’t went farther to that.
He cocks a brow while looking at the other male, his attention diverting back to him. ”Yue?” It happens to be a name of a girl, if he can assume to that. This made him close his eyes. Probably this is the one that is making me bothered… too much thinking won’t do me good. He knew that he was getting weirder himself but didn’t mind to that much anymore. Girls… he never thought of protecting one because he didn’t have interest on one… despite the fact that he has been around them more and has been labeled off as a gay by some (which he eventually places an end to… in such horrible manners), he didn’t caught even one of it. This is totally weird. Pretty weird for someone who has grown with girls and less of boys, he guesses? This isn’t the issue here though.
He nods to that, his obvious side again. ”But I guess it is good… because you are being honest. I prefer people like that.” He agrees to that also, nothing else said more to it.
Roeli eyes at the blade again while he looks at the strong glimmer of the blade that he holds possession off. Just like that, he hears the answer. The blade is for…? This is what he hears afterwards looking at the male again while holding the rapier on his hands without define flaw and else. ”I cannot teach you how to use this if you don’t have a perspective of what a blade is.” He slides the thing away from the case while he points at the most brutal part of the weapon – the edge. He didn’t mind if his hand would bleed since he is pretty used to it already. The feeling of pain, endurance, hurt and the rest of masochists Roeli knew the most after failing and succeeding many times while enduring the fraud replies of the rest and his sudden label of a monster.
The blond Sinclar displays his profession without indecisive flaw – and right now, he wishes to explain before Alexei. ”You can probably kill someone with this single blade. It’s sharp and very dangerous, but a person can hold it for some reason” He starts to sway the blade away while discarding the cover, placing it on the ground normally, dropping to the grass. The way he swings it is of finesse and correct posture, making it much presentable too. He didn’t discuss further else towards Alexei since he hasn’t heard the reasons too much. Besides, he took interest with it so it’s not pretty bad at all.
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Now he had to explain things probably, as to who and what Yue was to him. But then again there was way too many things going through his mind. Not something to speak of or want to tell anyone about he liked having her by his side. "...She's kinda my girlfriend I guess...though she might get a bit embarrassed that I said that." She was so cute when she got nervous though it kinda made him laugh, not out of being mean but just cause. It was also something to tease her about sometimes. Blinking again and just wondering what he would say. "True I guess so. If you really think so." Alexei was not questioning as much anymore, there wasn't really any point in doing so.
Though he did have to wonder about this person, what they were really about. "What a blade is to you is completely different then what it is to me. All I want to do is protect people...but a sword is still dangerous it can hurt as well as protect." The boy shut up he was just randomly talking, it didn't mean anything to anyone did it. And plus he had no idea what he was talking about all he had to do was learn how to fight, keep his friends safe. And try to stop this war...they couldn't blame a Shimon kid for trying right. The problem was he never spoke out like that so he quickly apologized right after. "S..sorry I don't usually speak out like that."
Looking at him and then the sword he just wasn't so sure anymore, but he knew what he wanted. Or at least needed to do, there was nothing that would stop him. No way even this person could hold him back...he had hidden strength probably something that made him stubborn to the very core. But how would Roeli take that. "...I know that. But...No one should be killed defense is one thing." Maybe a sword wasn't such a good idea for him, but he still wanted to learn. It would at least work out in some odd way hopefully he wasn't sure.
Only way to find out though was to actually try it.
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Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Jul 20, 2012 0:05:49 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 618 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: yeah and lol he's bleeding like he doesn't know
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Roeli didn't make much emotion to that, for it seems not to trigger even a slight smile on his face. Being blank all the time he was used to, such as being blunt adding to the fact that his smile is only used for business. Sad story, isn't it? He didn't muster much on that for now, since it is not that necessary, plus it shouldn't be remembered for now in some sort. He was tired of going back at the same issue ever again, or being asked like that after giving the same old answer. It was too sickening now.
Back then, he listened to the male's response about Yue being his girlfriend. "How so? Does she not acknowledge that?" he questioned back curious, though his tone never did change, only to speak quiet while he observes the surroundings. Nothing ticked him off at the moment which is why he is plausible for the least case, plus it shouldn't be done necessarily around the count in this shrine. One of the most notable places in Namimori must have its own peace and quiet time, which is why everything should be settled in quietly and meekly. Roeli sticks to that tradition likewise.
The blond Sinclair didn't nose much on that. He thought of girls in a really different manner - such as flowers that would bloom endlessly while having their own thorns or those innocent ones that would be of use to him. He wasn't that nice to begin with; who said that? But he knew the issues of doing things, so he's not stupid to do something that would harm him. Then again, the fencer was in no mood to think of this, or in no shape to kind of do something as similar to this. Women should be respected - as said by books, though some are quite irritating. "Mhm. It's good that you're pretty easy to talk to." Well, he was at least, thankful and honest with that.
He wasn't doing any silly at the count and he did just answered the questions fit. This made the fencer look at his blade again, seeing his only reflection amidst the light that has been bounding reflect on his face, and his body. It wasn't as hot as the rest so it seems quite fine, but nevertheless, this is fine for the rest. "Very well said." He didn't take further much notice to that.
This wasn't a lecture but more of a morale to him. Despite having the same age of fifteen yet graduating after a year, his mind setting is different; much of an adult but the body is still young. There were a few people like him, and he isn't alone. He somehow wonders if that goes for Alexei, but followed by the sorry and such, he thought wrong. He closes his eyes and started to speak again. "To protect people, that is. Then why do you think that you should learn how to fence?" He wanted to ask that, but he hopes that the answer won't be the same.
Fencing to him is an art, and a form of fidelity that everyone would mistake. With that, Roeli sighs only to look blankly that his finger is bleeding. It took him more than minutes to notice that, as if he was numb in any range case already. "Oh." He was silent, but didn't really bothered, placing the blade before it gets stained by his own blood, back to the fine casing. "Killing cannot be avoided if you're in the brink of trouble though." He said that like he didn't see the small bruise and all on that free finger.
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Rather then thinking of spending time with her later, he just knew there was only so much he could actually do. Maybe just talking with him was going to help after all. There was only so much that could truly be said or done about any of this. It seemed that Roeli was a bit secretive but it didn't mean very much after all people kept secrets. And no way was he going to end up pushing them that way. "Yea sure if you say so." At least he was agreeing to that because well it was who he was, and he knew that if it was true. Then well things would be really good for them, and there wasn't much else they would have to do.
"I don't want to be some weak little kid who can't do much but taunt people. I'm tired of just standing back and doing nothing. So I want to learn..." The boy really meant that part but then again at the same time he wanted to do something that looked interesting to him. He had never really thought of handling a sword or anything like that, but skills were useful with what was happening. He did act without thinking sometimes, if someone was being hurt he jumped into it and tried to fight back. Not that it really got him anywhere but at least they got out without being hurt more.
Alexei slipped closer to him and sighed a bit, just looking at the finger. "you...hurt your finger let me see." He wouldn't touch him without the permission of course. But then again he saw the blood and well his worried almost protective like nature would surface. While he could fight against people he didn't know if he could actually hurt them unless it was to protect someone else. It was like he could be a nurse if he wanted to, but no way would he do that he was no girl.
Plus he had to be stronger in a few other ways as well, just slipping his hand into his pocket to dig around for the band aid or bandage whatever he had.
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Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Jul 21, 2012 0:05:39 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 610 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: xD he allowed him too, aww so cute >w< these two!~
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That small cause made the blond Sinclair much curious – as if Alexei wasn't just looking at him like that. Maybe it was his face or something? Little did the other blond with the soccer ball knew of the hardships of someone like him and got coiled up to the stone, not wanting to be part of the happy people. He doesn't even know what happiness technically means, and the real definition of smiling. He wanted to speak to it formally forward towards Alexei but he wasn't much of a tatter talker. This is some strange reason that made him look sideways in some courses, but still not all people are like that. The smaller the world the better it is for Roeli. Part of the reason was because he can see things easier and in general, just like those fairy tales and books that he has been reading until now.
He didn't shed much action to that but kind of spoke normally. “That's kind of cute.” Usually a guy would say that with some poise but knowing this fencer, he was monotone until the last time. His mentor would often scold at him to add some emotion but all they can see is the sadistic parts of view when it comes to him. He was labeled as a monster for that which deeply offended him, but who cares to listen anyway? Girls won't work despite their closure and their company... even those other classmates of his. “Keep her entertained all the time. A guy should never bore a girl.” He didn't know why he even said that.
Good thing that Alexei wasn't getting bored of him. That's one of the issues here. He somehow would feel lonely much if he stayed alone and prayed. Come to think of it, he didn't want to pray anymore – maybe next time since he has the mood of fencing now that this guy brought up to him. “I wish you were one of my classmates then. Most of the ones I have are indios.” He meant idiots in Spanish term, probably more of monkeys towards the bright student who ceases getting bored much off likewise. Boring exists in his dictionary, just to be frank. Now that he mentioned his class, he could think of enduring everyday gossips as a habit of his personal numbness. This dealt him no good but he doesn't really care.
He was reasonable. Roeli didn't add some explanation to that but only made his words much clear, on his own. “That seems pretty reasonable for me. Then I shall teach you, but I do request you this...” He turns much serious, his tone a bit darkened and his eyes flushing faint color because of the dense. “I only request you to stop me if I do go overboard. I am not a perfect being...” He didn't eyed much on the other probably because it is part of his definite weakness as a person. He would smile and be a practical psychopath fencer who only desires to kill his enemy down. This didn't even happen once. With that, he shakes the feeling away.
He just placed the finger with his blood near the other blond, his face still flat blank. “Here you go.” Like that, acting natural the way he is, like he doesn't even feel the pain and the pressure of the cut. “This is not even one – eighth of the pain I had while I was fencing.” That was true, so yes, he let Alexei do something about it.
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Or at least well he wanted to try that, now it was up to Roeli what he did next. Not that the boy was going to flat out admit that either not after they had just met. He might say well he's my friend if anyone asked who cared if they laughed at him. Roeli did his thing and Alexei had his but that didn't mean much of anything. Who cared if someone was antisocial or just had things that kept them from being completely talkative. They didn't have to be as long as the other person could understand them most of the time anyway. It wasn't one of Alexei's strong points exactly but he learned a bit about a person and maybe he could be a good friend to Roeli. Just in the way of being there when he was needed, and if he knew something was up asking about it.
"It is?" Tilting his head at the kinda cute thing, well he knew she was cute but he didn't think much else of it. Not when he was involved in it anyway, she would probably tease him about that later. She was just a shy girl who was way cute, and liked to curl up with him which he didn't mind at all. "T...true I don't know if I bore her though." He looked away for like a second he didn't think he did, she was always laughing and kinda clinging to him. But he could be wrong and maybe it was some act. No point in thinking of that though he wouldn't let it go to his head, that would make him mess up.
"Would be awesome if I was...I mean yea. But are the people in your class that bad?" Really he didn't know because he wasn't in that class though he could probably get into it. Only if he bothered to try hard enough but he had a lot of things he needed to do, helping his family watching his sibling. And well spending time with his friend and girlfriend, along with school and sports. This kid didn't mind a few extra things though so who knew. "Um okay I'll stop you but it'll be okay really." The boy wasn't worried while maybe he should be unsure he just wasn't. He would and could stop him if he had to probably but Roeli was strong.
The boy cleaned up the wound and wrapped the bandage around, sighing a bit. He was used to taking care of his little sibling but still this was different. Not that much different though so he shook that feeling off quickly. "It's not well I guess so. But it could get much worse if not taken care of." Even a small wound could get worse, depending on what got into it of course.
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Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Jul 21, 2012 20:16:25 GMT -5
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It made Roeli think of another thing when he eyed at the person in front of him. Even the doll fencer had a cute side, not knowing that he would just move indecisively, his head tilting to the side monotone while his eyes still on the other male, only to respond to his imaginary question mark quotation found above his head. He does this much of the time when he finds and discovers something new, the side and issues being much comfortable instead of the times when he would be sadistic with that smile.
True that smiling is a form of appreciation, but Roeli only knew of using it for charms incorrectly plus for smiling on someone else’s hurt. It is truly crazy, more of the insane sides that he has to control but who know eventually. “You don’t seem boring to me.” He said what he has to say, being honest and not primitive, tilting his head back to its normal phase, brushing his hair once on the side to avoid his bangs covering most of his blue eyes. He hates not seeing things the way they are, and it wouldn’t be much of a help if he would cover them with his bangs. Cutting his hair… is a big sin for him. Now that he remembers, he used to have long silky blond hair that is usually tied or braid by the women close to him, and then it gets cut on a competition. He almost killed the person who did that, since he made a promise of not cutting his hair until he sees his brothers again, but was broken. It took him a week to calm normally, just because of that.
Well that isn’t the primary issue here. When Alexei asked for the people on his class, he didn’t make any head directions but answered blunt with his words. “They’re not – but to me they’re horrible. It’s because I happen to be the only young one there. I don’t belong there.” He didn’t matter on spilling a bit of that information. He won’t go much on to it anyway because Alexei didn’t ask to elaborate – he was specific in any manner. “But I take you being my classmate back… You might end up being like them.” Sure, he doesn’t like those kinds of people. He swears that if fencing and brutal strikes were allowed in his classroom he would have done it way, way long ago and become a young monarch on their class.
He doesn’t know what he’s talking about, that’s what the blond fencer had in mind. “I mean it though.” Then again, he didn’t elaborate further to that, knowing that he might threaten him which would just make the other one move away, and then leave. At the moment of silence he doesn’t want to be alone, avoiding the mere fact that he has fear of being alone – part of him, and is okay with one along instead of groups. He was primitive that way, excluding his isolation inside his large library with only those books to talk to. His life had been way enjoyable if he was exposed too much outside instead, and probably, he would have learned how to smile truthfully.
He watched Alexei cleaning his wound, blinking his eyes while being numb. His normal face was much seen that close, and not even a single change of expression. This must have been annoying but people cannot do anything about that much to begin with. “Thank you.” At least he did express the word of thanks, while he moves the finger with the bandage like a small metronome, checking if it’s still bleeding. If ever it would have, he would just lick his own blood.
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That was rude and he knew it, so of course he would not do that this time. Get a little excited maybe he always did that very childish and sometimes overly relaxed described him at times. He had to wonder though there was little emotion shown through all of this. Like a few gestures here and there, but nothing really should he be worried about that. Maybe he could just work on it later they weren't really close friends or anything but that could change. And part of Alexei wanted it to change. Knowing him he was going to make sure it ended up doing so.
As much as he knew it was probably going to take a while well there was no fun in things being easy. Unless the easy things were school work or escaping from bullies who had nothing better to do with time. "Well that's good at least." To others he might have been but that was only because they never looked at the big picture. Not that he could be sure if Roeli even was either. But live and learn then go from there of course. "Well still you think...well never mind at least you can find somewhere you do belong." It was not saying he didn't believe in him or anything, no he was just giving that option.
"Welcome really it's nothing!" And that was true because he did this thing for his friends, no way was he asking for any price. Or at least anything in return it was for sure. Now he just had a few other things he had to work on, learning how to defend himself and others was one. Keeping up with the whole fencing thing was probably another. More of it was completely another but he didn't want to admit that or bring that back into this conversation. Best to just let it be for now work with it later.
Maybe the next time they met or they could start now really up to Roeli on this one. He just wanted to learn and figure it out what it was all really about.
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Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Jul 23, 2012 23:54:13 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 683 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: friends they are, yey! and his face is not changing ==
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Confusion just settled on both's minds, but Roeli didn't care much about that. He looked at Alexei and would hate to admit that he's making a cute face (probably because he finds it cute somehow) and he doesn't know why he matters about it anymore. Anyway, their discussion is about a certain girl, and some fencing. Knowing this blond, he wouldn't matter much to the point that he wouldn't care at all. The look on his face didn't change, probably because he didn't find this amusing but knowing that Alexei was trying his best, he would give much attention to that, plus he was enjoying the company. Hence he didn't really want to let this one go, because he might be clueless perhaps, or because he wanted someone to talk to.
Still, the blond fencer will never admit to these kind of things, which he would conclude as small, and non-important. He wings the feeling away and probably would think of what the other with the ball on his feet avoiding the noise since they are still on the shrine. Little did he knew that even the smallest noise is permitted, as long as he doesn't break something. He was so used to silence he wanted it to be that way more often, rather than having people gossip and curse in the sacred area. He was very keen with that, keeping up to the same conclusion. This is why he was labeled more as still doll, like the usual, but he hates being termed as one. He stresses more often that he's human and they are horrible pawns that should be out of sight. It was pretty mean, yes?
He blinked to that before thinking but didn't spoke further much anyway, while he closes those pair of blue orbs again. The fencer didn't respond full towards that but at least he was in the hands of ecstacy and sort. He spoke of it anyway, worried that he might bore the other one which would be practically terrible to the count. “I have to agree with that.” He says that first while he feels the movement of the wind, probably reading it since he was good at these things, instead of being a jerk and ignoring the nature. Nature happens to be one of his friends aside from the girls with the lolita posts on him; he cannot avoid them even in the means of running away. All he can say is that they're annoying but that doesn't stop them.
He does remember some while having a conversation with Alexei. “Save the girls though... they are not that bad.” At least he admits it, but part of his questions why he would have agreed to this despite the noises that they are making, and that they are being too clingy and mostly the reason why he is termed off as a female with that face or a closet gay. He goes mad to that but he cannot do much about it. “... I just hope so.” A place where he belong, the other person questions? He has to think about that first though.
He only thought of his family, unaware what has been going on there. This worried him too much, but still he kept count. The moment when he said 'welcome' with that smile, he turned speechless only to look at the cheerful look that he's making. ”...” he didn't talk on that much while he thinks quietly. He was observing the other's face gesture, since he felt odd on it. Even the girls would smile like that, but how come he couldn't? He tried once but it turned out pretty sadistic. It doesn't matter to him though.
He simply shifts his look at the rapier back and diverted another question just to utter his mind a little. “... You don't understand. I am graduating next year, that is why.” He looks at his hand with the bandage. “We still have a year together to learn fencing much... except when I have competitions.”
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Or even about him because it didn't bug him like most would have thought it should have. He was just that different and they had to work with that. Though he did have a feeling he wasn't going to admit things like that, because people kept secrets. And letting Roeli do that was good enough, why would he bother to push it since that was wrong of him. Really trying to get him to relax a little seemed like it was going to be harder then he thought. But Alexei was never one to give up and he knew what he was going to do. Now it was only the matter of doing it without ticking him off or doing something else.
The Awkward silence was really something he had to get used to but he would be able to eventually. And maybe he could break that too...make him not so silent. "Well even when you graduate we can still be friends and stuff. But as you said we still have the year..." He was overly positive maybe though it was the truth now just to get him to realize that before something else happened. If it happened at all, not much could truly make him change his mind anyway Alexei had already said it. And he meant it good luck trying to get him to change that and speak of other things instead, he didn't work that way.
Never had and never would that was definitely for sure.
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Post by ROELI SINCLAIR on Jul 26, 2012 21:19:21 GMT -5
TAGS: alexei WORDS: 612 MUSIC: [x] NOTES: aw cloudy is being annoyed xD /imagines d'aww
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At least he talks back, unlike those who would ignore people…
This is what Roeli would believe at the moment. Aside from having a slight clinging personality that he couldn’t accept, he has his own excuses which were practically off reasoning but still, it wasn’t much obvious so it’s fine. The fencer, no matter how fierce, bold, mysterious, calmly serious and most of the time flat faced knew these kinds of feelings within him, and would be rather shy to place it out. He hates to admit also that he has a shy side of him, this is why his talks would be often minimal, unless if he was asked to explain in deep reasons and in detail which would keep more than minutes; one of the reasons why he was accelerated for two years higher and graduating after a year. He sighed to that quietly and didn’t let the other one bother with him much.
The reason is because he doesn’t know how to respond false and clear with these kinds of situations. It would trouble him or cause him to blank at a certain state, at least he wouldn’t reach to the point that he has to swing his rapier and tell the person to ‘get the fuck off’ with his colorful vocabulary… just because he is speechless. He did this once and was noted by his mentor not to be pretty mean with these things. Being the kind person he is (or so, that’s what his close friends would believe in), he tried his best to be oblivious to the others even for a bit and be sensible, which worked but somehow had a bad effect towards the males of his class. Instead of being known, he had gossips this is why he reasons that they should be hated. “…” he was silent for awhile thinking how negative he was, but scratched that because he had a new friend with him.
Considering friends was pretty rare, for Roeli Sinclair, the still doll. He nods to the opinion of the guy who agrees that females are less annoying - maybe it was just Roeli or he was just too positive with it. He doesn't even get why other girls would prefer being close with males rather than their kind since they are much annoying. There are different sets of friends and the blond fencer only knoew of three - the useful ones, the betraying ones and the real ones which are a few of a kind to his consent.
He was quite shocked with hearing the other male. He cannot help but question it. "... You wanted to be friends with me?" One of his weakest sides shown a bit to that, at least his eyes widened for awhile to count on it. The only thing that bothered him is that why he reacted to that, which was pretty natural yet he never admitted to it. He would always say that it was pretty common. Still, that sentence was troubling him, quite disturbing but more of pleasing. ".............." the pause is on again, and nevertheless he avoided things like that.
He quickly responded with another just to brush his feeling away instead of being uttered. This is shameful for him. "I... I suppose so. I'm going to 12th grade next year and you're still going to study here for three years more..." He wasn't being cocky with his year but he has to say that. "Perhaps after graduation when I am not busy... s-sure..." His voice was low to that while he shifts his looks, still the words of Alexei ringing on his head.